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Roberta. 24 yrs old.
Italian girl. Engaged with Stefano. Daydreamer. Sincere. Fragile. Stubborn.
Loves her fiancé, her friends & Paris. Wants to change her future!!
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Friday, August 26th ~ 6:58 PM
Mood:
I came home from my vacation Saturday, Aug. 20th in the late afternoon, and I
still am so happy,
and full of wonderful memories to treasure. This holiday was so much needed, and
went even better than I thought! I was by the Adriatic Sea with my beloved Stefano, and
my friends Barbara and Marco. It was so *special* being surrounded by people
that love me and accept me as I am... we had a wonderful time and lots of fun! I
laughed so much and had a constant smile on my face, and only happy thoughts. We
didn't do anything in particular: you know, a bit of tanning and taking baths!!
*Ü*
(well, in spite of the low -unusual- temperatures and the huge rain we had a
couple days... but I couldn't bore!)
I
now feel refreshed and ready to lead my life a different way.... I want to be
happy and focus on bringing some happiness to the people that really love me,
and support me. Stefano is the first! Then I want to do something to change my
life. Maybe find another work... don't know. But I feel good and this is an
important goal that I already reached. When I left for the sea I was so down,
and it's amazing how 8 days away from home helped me. So, next year I plan on
spending 15 days on holiday, hehe *Ü*
I bought a digital camera so I took lotsa photos... my DF (dear fiancé...LOL)
bought one too, so we have about 400 photos stored! Eeeek! I'm going the best of
them printed, to make a "traditional" photo album, but I want to use
the ones I like the most to show you a little bit of my happiness & my
beloved ones :)
Now I must stop writing, and finish this page, or I won't be able to update this
blog... time is so precious! I planned to do it before leaving, as you may see
from the entry below, but simply didn't have time! I promise that the other
pages of my blog will be up again soon...

Thursday, August 11th ~ 9:30 PM
Mood: 
Do you like my layout? I needed something simple & quick to realize, so when
I saw the notepad background at Candied I decided I had to use it!
It
looks like a paper-diary page with some colourful stickers on it, and I love the
idea
*Ü*
Don't have
much time to update, as tomorrow I'm leaving for my holidays, and I'm packing my
bags like mad (well, to be honest: I'm almost packing my wardrobe, LOL), but wanted to give a fresh look to my blog.
When I come home, I'll put up something better, I promise!!
We're having
a weird summer lately, it's cooler than the average temperatures & it almost
looks like we're heading straight to Autumn.... I love Fall, but I'd love to
have some more degrees outside, and to enjoy summer's fullest expression. Time
sure flies, and in a couple days I'll leave for my so desired vacation at the
seaside! Can't almost wait anymore. Situation here at home is becoming harder
and harder to bear. I don't stand my parents, they want to keep me under their
control and I feel like a wild animal in a cage. They question every single
thing I do or I think. This makes me feel so insecure and so I have hard times
when I have to make a decision about something. I want to fly away....
so I look forward the week I'll spend on holiday,
without them, and surrounded by people that love me and accept me as I am. We'll
be a group of 7 and we'll sure have fun! I bet I'll relax and have a lot of fun.
A couple months ago I bought a digital camera, so I'll bring it with me, and I
may upload a few photos here when I come home. I'd love to show you what I'll do
and the people I love. Plus, I want to show you my new hair style! Yes, I'm not
blonde anymore, I'm kind of a red-brunette.... however I'll forever be blonde
*Ü*
I'm so sorry I disappeared from the net for such a long time, but after spending 8 or more hours
every day working
at the pc, when I'm at home I can barely turn it on to download emails and visit
some sites. I'm so sorry for not tagging or emailing you, but because of my
family troubles, I don't feel like writing, although I still keep visiting your
websites. So, thanks Elizabeth, Jaana, Imbi, Inger, Annette and all the other
sweet ladies who left me a message and care about me.... what would internet be
without you?! A desert place, because you make it bloom with your lives &
words!

Now I better go... but I
won't leave before sending you a (((big hug))) & wishing you a Happy
August!!
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